Summer ponderings

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Good evening everybody, It's being a very long time.

Right now I'm enjoying a well deserved vacations, and after two weeks of finishing some leftover work from the college and playing all those videogames I left abandoned and seeing all that movies I was unable to see. Finally I start to feel like I have some free time.

It's being a while since the last time I felt like this and I decided to wander around deviantart once more time. I must admit it feels strange, I really hadn't do this in a long, long time, I barely visit my account now. And I just come here from time to time, just to submit some drawing or a videogame review.

I even have wondered if I should close my account instead of just leaving it here accumulating virtual dust. I mean I don't have time to see the deviations that appear in my inbox, even those of the artists I love. Also with the passing years most of the people and friends I knew here have slowly left Deviantart. Usually I used that peoples comments to improve my art, but now I barely receive comments, suggestions or anything like that, giving me even less reasons to be around here.

I don't have any reasons left to upload my writings in Spanish, as I know nobody would read them. And honestly translating them to English is just too much work. I even tried to draw recently and I feel a bit rusty with the pencil in my hand. Honestly is a bit sad as I finally was beginning to get used to the watercolor pencils.

But even if all of this sounds a bit depressing I must admit that as I once again travel through so much beautiful deviations I remembered why I love this place so much. Maybe I have left my account a bit abandoned and now I don't have the same amount of free time that I had long ago. But as I finish my first drawing this summer and as I edit all that stories that I began but left unfinished I once more time feel that joy that comes with the act of creation, even if it is some bad written story or a simple drawing.

Maybe things had changed in all this years, but I still greatly enjoys doing what I do, so at least for now I will left this place as it is now. After all maybe in the future I will find again the time to restore my account to what it was in it's glory days.

So, to whoever read this, see you soon.
ยฉ 2015 - 2024 Seigner
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